blood pulses from a vein beneath the eye, threatening dark rooms and severance of thought, mercy is in the reticence, brought by violence— a quick shunting of metal through a pressure point, fading your murky-eyed stare. next, you design your agonies with filigree edges and embellish your thoughts with the crest of a peacock, each new name one piece of the fractured self, wearing away bits of identity in favor of the dramatis personae scrawled in ink. the horrors detest you; attempts at haunting your psyche succeed only in the throes of dormancy, at the nadir of natural poise, though it is ephemera blinked away by morning, blotted out by a vainglorious savant’s surfeit of prettier endeavors. plucked from membrane and bone, you are meant for a fantasist's musing, bearing sigils understood at a glance, and I seek from you a holiness you were never capable of possessing.
Author’s Note: I’m still around! I’ve endeavored to stay offline as much as possible while keeping my ear to the ground vis-à-vis local politics. It’s rough out here, but still I persist.